In Search of a Writing Space.

Prompt: This week, take a look at a photo essay by Jared A. Brock of one hundred well-known authors in their writing spaces and write a personal essay about a particular spot where you have written a significant amount of work. Perhaps the space is at a desk in the same corner you’ve retreated to for years, or a specific seat on a certain bus during a commute, or a summer cabin you visited a handful of times years ago. What was one writing project you worked on in that space that you remember particularly well? Describe your mindset in that space versus outside of it. Incorporate the sounds, smells, and other details needed to create a sensorial experience of the space.

Writers have this tendency to get distracted with the slightest of sensorial stimuli- it can be the initial drops of rain on your room window, or a streetlight turning off or the smell of coffee being served on the table across yours. Sometimes, we are swayed by sounds of keys on our typing machines or pen flowing like butter on paper. Ah! How much we strive to achieve this creative flow weaving our pens like swords, every single day. But I’m sure most writers, know that these “superb” days are selective, they are blessings in disguise and do not happen everyday, but only on handpicked ones. You might ask- since you’re a regular, it shouldn’t be such a hard nut to crack! Hahah, if only it were that easy to execute like our spoken tongue. There is a secret ingredient every writer will agree to, which is a challenge in itself: Write everyday, whether it’s good or bad. Don’t think. Just write.

There’s no two ways about it, that’s the way to go when you want to turn those words into a beacon of hope and storytelling. Writing everyday is not easy, it feels like doing a plank with all that excruciating pain and believing you are strong throughout. There are several places you feel the drive to write, every single day. There have been days where I’m stuck in an hour long drive home from work, and just frantically typed out on a note taking app on my phone, in the middle of evening traffic. It can feel adrenaline-driven with all the vehicles honking, drivers cursing and blinding tail lights. At a traffic signal, you can have a pinch of inspiration as you watch pedestrians go about their business, passengers running after the speeding bus that’s leaving the bus stop, or an old, weak-looking woman in a tattered sari asking for money, tugging your arm and triggering a long-lost memory. There is a tumultuous feel to the entire atmosphere and traffic signals playing the stopwatch game with my mind.
Halts like these can be productive and work like a writing exercise because your thoughts flow instinctively in a time-bound space, as you eliminate judgement and self-doubt out of the way.

A space I’ve always tried to write is coffee shops. Ah! How much I miss writing there… I realize their value now as I look back in these testing times. To be honest, they can be the least distractive writing spaces despite the constant hustle-bustle of customers and café employees. I have tried them on a variety basis- the popular Starbucks, local coffee shops, Irani chai shops (these are tough!), gourmet expensive ones, etc. On a psychological note, the sensory experiences at these places can stimulate tons of ideas which can really help add details to your writing. Even the little things can bring a whole new flavour to your material for example, like asking your server where your coffee beans come from, the history of the coffee shop and its continuing legacy, the differences in behaviour of a regular customer and a newcomer, etc. It can arouse some interesting ideas to set the scene in your story like two lovers meeting (cliché, I know), or the coffee shop hosting members of a secret society afterhours. There are moments I get lost in the bigger picture of it all but sometimes, the attention to detail can set you back on track.

Most often, the opportunities to write tend to favour me at a specific location or mood space. Probably, at my work desk or home where I tend to have different kinds of stationery around and gadgets that can make writing a distractive indulgence. It gets really difficult to focus on the task at hand with various trains of thoughts barging around in my brain. You have your work deadlines or the reminder to complete house chores which can interrupt the creative flow. But there’s an upside to this, the persistence to complete and go to the other side of the tunnel improves if you keep at it. It sounds tough, no doubt, and there have been many a times I have given up- atleast a 1001 times (no, it’s not exaggeration!) and each time it tests your mental ability. The capacity to wake up and get through to the finish line. The best part being the non-competitiveness of it all, like you don’t have to buy another cup of coffee to stay at your desk or get someplace else in your car.

A vivid memory of a writing project I worked on was on a train. An Indian Railway Train journey is like a giant wheel ride in a carnival or a daydreaming arena like a Mani Ratnam film. There’s the chaos of passengers, smell of the Samosa-Anna, the shout outs by the chai sellers, the negotiations between last minute passengers and the TTR (Ticket Examiner). There’s a calm amidst the storm, and inspiration strikes like the chugging wheels on track. I always carry a notebook and pen when I travel, and I remember I got a story for my first screenplay on one of my travels to Madras. Until then, I struggled to write and focused on my blog or shorter story formats for almost 2-3 years. Often, I kept my writing to myself and didn’t put it out for the world to see. As I sat by the window, with my sisters fighting for a packet of Lays’ chips and my Mother reading her Tamizh magazine, I took notes down like a maniac as farm fields and cement factories passed by on the outskirts of the city. The filmmaking bug in me took birth at that very moment, and every note I wrote was a vision dictating the descriptions. It was purely magical and for a college kid, it cemented my passion as a storyteller. I fell in love with the art of vision, sound and words. In retrospect, a routine train ride was all it took to find what I wanted to do. Lesson: Routines help. Period.

Experiencing a completely unique sensory experience can alter the way we think, so in the coming years, I look forward with hope to discover more writing spaces.

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The Inevitable Innings: Retirement

A wicket-keeper known for his lightning-speed dismissals and an awe-inspiring fielder hang their boots and move on to the next chapter….

19.29 hrs:
August 15th, 2020.
“Consider me retired.”

19.45 hrs:
I scroll through my Instagram filled with creative Independence Day posts by various Indian public figures, friends from across the world celebrating the 73rd year of Indian independence from British colonialism. And suddenly, hidden in plain sight, were these words by none other than Mr. Dhoni himself, under a video clip, illustrating his international cricket career from 2004-2020 with a melancholic Hindi song playing in the background. The above words resounded like a distant explosion in my head, this flood of inevitable grief I’m still trying to process. At first, I thought it was some sort of a prank or a hack maybe, this isn’t possible.

21:00 hrs: A while later, Suresh Raina A.K.A. Chinna Thala declared to retire as well. This amount of heartbreak was unexpected on a rainy Saturday evening but these two gentlemen decided to drop truth bombs, knowing very well the reactions it was capable of spurring. The staggering announcements left the nation stunned in a matter of hours. Almost everyone jolted from their weekend vibes as Dhoni decided to leave his way. No farewell match, no victory run, none of it. All over social media, people shared multiple clips especially the popular Ravi Shastri commentary like BGM “…And Dhoni finishes off in style. India lifts the World cup after 28 years.”  My favourite tribute of them all is that of Mr. Harsha Bhogle’s whose play of words never fails to surprise you!
It is indeed tragic that the world’s best finisher, an unpopular position until the last decade, has decided to bid farewell to his international career. In 2014, out of thin air, he declared his retirement from Test Cricket and handing over the mantel to Virat Kohli to lead the Indian National team. One of the finest minds in cricket history, Mahendra Singh Dhoni was a stalwart when it came to limited-overs cricket (Mind you, I’m not undermining his Test Cricket statistics, but I personally enjoyed watching him play ODIs and T20s), an athlete who chose to believe in instinct over analytics. In one of the interviews, Chennai Super Kings Coach Stephen Flaming mentioned that Dhoni used to walk away from the room when statistics were discussed to design a strategy for particular players and preferred to judge his game on the match day. A wicket-keeper known for his lightning-speed dismissals and an awe-inspiring fielder hang their boots and move on to the next chapter, in the most discreet and unexpected manner, it almost feels like a tale out of mythology.

23.00 hrs: I’ll truly miss him in the Indian Blue jersey but inevitable as it is, retirement was coming, it was being hinted at several occasions, especially after the semi-final loss against New Zealand in the 2019 World Cup. Raina’s word was sincerely shocking though, but you know when the time has come to call it quits and move on to the next chapter. Both these gentlemen have left with every ounce of dignity and respect, a well-deserved legacy left behind. Imagining the partnerships, they shared, not just as batsmen, the ones behind the stumps, that jolly banter between keeper and 1st slip is a unique equation altogether. A bond that crossed the political and physical barriers involved and lasts beyond the pavilion. This is one of those hashtag friendship goals moment in history, with Raina following his captain’s suit, that final walk out of the field as a player. If only we could choose a DRS review to reverse the decision. Now every caption will begin to carry a former captain, former Indian player to their names, the harsh reflection of time itself.

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16th August 2020
11.00 hrs: The reality sets in gradually, like that gasp you hear when you whack the ball up in the air and you hope it lands either beyond the boundary lines or in no man’s land. You know it was coming, it was long due, that full stop to the magnanimous innings, lined with facts and figures metamorphizing into an irreplaceable legacy. The only captain for having won all 3 ICC trophies- T20 World Cup, ODI World Cup, and Champions Trophy and also, championing 3 IPL titles together. Take a bow, MS Dhoni and Suresh Raina, one of the most underrated duos, a love that’s grown on us with each passing IPL season, and we the IPL generation will forever cherish for decades to come.

14.30 hrs: My grief-stricken imagination takes me down memory lane, a few years back, not sure of the exact date. It was an IPL match, Chennai Super Kings vs Sunrisers Hyderabad, held at Hyderabad, that was perhaps the first time I witnessed the uber-cool Indian Captain and this brilliant fielder-batsman, Suresh Raina, for the first time, live. While my friends cheered for the home team, my heart was for CSK, for it was home away from home. Every time there was an IPL match between Chennai and Hyderabad since 2008, I’ve struggled to choose one side because while one might be the place, I’ve lived all my life, whereas the other city being my native home. The stadium was fully packed with a jubilant crowd, roaring with celebrations and cheers alongside the home team. But as the calm-like-the-storm Captain MS. Dhoni walked out, the nail-biting enthusiasm commenced and suddenly, and almost secretly the spectators were rooting for him, his helicopter shot and his power-packed sixes and boundaries. How the tables turn, and all rivalries are forgotten, that moment I think defined the impact Dhoni held on his home supporters. No matter who you were, where you belonged, we always depended on him to finish things off, carry us forward over victory lines using his own goosebumps-inducing strategies. His calculations and deductions were a theory of their own, a unifying factor you placed your bets on knowing all odds. You deserved a closure too, Captain Cool. We as cricket lovers, watching that final walk to the pavilion knowing full well, this is where it ends. Yes, a closure, an endgame would be fulfilling and fitting.

18:00 hrs: That acceptance I’ve tried defending sets in with a bittersweet hope, as we will get to witness their magnificence at the upcoming IPL tournament in another 5 weeks. I’m sure like me, this year’s IPL will be special and watched with increased fervour and sheer devotion we have for these two fine gentlemen. Thank you, Mr. MS Dhoni and Suresh Raina for entertaining us and raising the standards for Indian cricket and being an inspiration for people from all walks of life.

With big shoes to replace, the Indian team’s batting order will need for rearrangement and fill Dhoni’s spot as the finisher and the mastermind behind the stumps. The unforeseeable future shall tell, especially with the sombre mood of this year’s IPL. From players trying to regain their form and mining new talent, an exciting season awaits.

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